secretly....secretly...yearns for beauty....

i have a lot of secrets.

and i think it's true that they eat at you unless you tell someone.

so, inspired by postsecret....i told my best friend 18 secrets i could think of off the top of my head.

and some of them hurt to write.

i hope she doesn't cry too much.
because then i would cry more.

and we aren't near enough in distance to hug each other.
yet.

here's # 19, if anyone reads this at all anyways,

death makes for an interesting bedfellow.